{"id":54235,"date":"2023-02-20T00:58:33","date_gmt":"2023-02-20T00:58:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54235"},"modified":"2023-02-20T00:58:33","modified_gmt":"2023-02-20T00:58:33","slug":"grief-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54235","title":{"rendered":"Tragedy brings form of comfort"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n<p>There was no way on God&#8217;s good Earth I could have foreseen this happening &#8230; but it has happened.<\/p>\n<p>My dear bride&#8217;s passing from cancer has allowed me to share my grief with those who are willing to read about it. Kathy Anne would want me to continue to <em>&#8220;do what you love to do.&#8221;<\/em> Indeed, she encouraged me to do so even as we believed a good outcome was possible when she was stricken at the end of this past year.<\/p>\n<p>I have done that. You know what? It has given me a peculiar sense of comfort to share my grief.<\/p>\n<p>Kathy Anne often would joke that since my career came to an end in 2012 that I was being &#8220;paid to have fun.&#8221; Yes, writing is &#8220;fun&#8221; for me. It&#8217;s what I do. I&#8217;ll leave it to others to assess the quality of the work I churn out. I&#8217;ve been called a &#8220;prolific&#8221; blogger. That&#8217;s probably true, as I was able to write a heavy volume of news stories on deadline back in the day when I was filled with loads of energy.<\/p>\n<p>These days I am a whole lot longer in the tooth, but am still able to kick it out. I have done so even as I grapple with this intense feeling of loss and sadness.<\/p>\n<p>And it helps. A lot! It gives me a curious feeling of peace. I cannot begin to define its source or why it happens. It just does!<\/p>\n<p>So, if you don&#8217;t mind, I will continue to share segments of this still-developing journey toward the rest of my time on Earth. Many of you might be able to relate to the struggle that we all face.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"mailto:johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com\">johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com<\/a><\/p>\n\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There was no way on God&#8217;s good Earth I could have foreseen this happening &#8230; but it has happened. My dear bride&#8217;s passing from cancer has allowed me to share my grief with those who are willing to read about it. Kathy Anne would want me to continue to &#8220;do what you love to do.&#8221; &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54235\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Tragedy brings form of comfort<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[6688,10124],"class_list":["post-54235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-local-news","tag-grief","tag-kathy-anne"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54235"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54235\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54236,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54235\/revisions\/54236"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}