{"id":54191,"date":"2023-02-15T00:00:13","date_gmt":"2023-02-15T00:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54191"},"modified":"2023-02-15T00:00:13","modified_gmt":"2023-02-15T00:00:13","slug":"kathy-anne-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54191","title":{"rendered":"Turning a key corner"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?hashtags=grief%20%23KathyAnne%20%23whipcancer&#038;via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n<p>I had said in an earlier post I was going to back off my commentary over dealing with grief &#8230; but I now am going to renege on that statement with this brief post.<\/p>\n<p>I want to declare to those who have been following my journey through the darkness after my darling bride&#8217;s passing from cancer that I am starting to turn a key emotional corner.<\/p>\n<p>I am finding myself quite able to conduct business, to do certain tasks and &#8212; most importantly &#8212; to actually smile and laugh.<\/p>\n<p>The only time I crack is when I talk about Kathy Anne, when I remember something about her, when I recall the love we shared, when I bring back memories of the glorious journey we took over the span of 51 years.<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, I am welling up as I write those words.<\/p>\n<p>However, I am sensing the start of a new normal for my life. I don&#8217;t yet know where it will lead me. I am confident, though, that I will find my way to the light. I am learning, too, to take it all one day at a time.<\/p>\n<p>I have learned yet another valuable life lesson and something more about myself. It is that life must go on even as we deal with shocking, shattering loss. I am going through it to this moment and I am beginning to believe I can get through it.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"mailto:johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com\">johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com<\/a><\/p>\n\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?hashtags=grief%20%23KathyAnne%20%23whipcancer&#038;via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had said in an earlier post I was going to back off my commentary over dealing with grief &#8230; but I now am going to renege on that statement with this brief post. I want to declare to those who have been following my journey through the darkness after my darling bride&#8217;s passing from &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54191\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Turning a key corner<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[6688,10124],"class_list":["post-54191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-local-news","tag-grief","tag-kathy-anne"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54191"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54193,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54191\/revisions\/54193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}