{"id":54177,"date":"2023-02-13T00:53:40","date_gmt":"2023-02-13T00:53:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54177"},"modified":"2023-02-13T00:53:40","modified_gmt":"2023-02-13T00:53:40","slug":"kathy-anne-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54177","title":{"rendered":"One more grief update &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?hashtags=Grief%20%23whipcancer%20%23KathyAnne&#038;via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n<p>OK, gang. I am going to give you one more brief update on my struggle with grief before I move on to other topics &#8212; at least for a little while.<\/p>\n<p>The loss of my beloved bride a little more than a week ago has prompted me to make at least one command decision as I begin the long trek toward daylight at the end of this dark path.<\/p>\n<p>I will hit the road, probably sooner rather than later. Toby the Puppy and I are going to climb into our pickup truck and go somewhere, probably out west toward the Pacific Ocean.<\/p>\n<p>I have family out there and I have friends who live along the way. I want to see them. But more importantly &#8212; and I know that&#8217;s hard to fathom &#8212; is that I want to vacate the house I shared with Kathy Anne for the past four years.<\/p>\n<p>Why? Because I see her everywhere in this house. Her cabinets with angels. Her wall decorations. The pictures she put out of our sons and assorted family members.\u00a0My bride&#8217;s fingerprints are all over this place.<\/p>\n<p>They will be there when I return. I know that I will have to look at what she left behind when I walk through the door. I believe in my heart I will be able to take it all in better than I can <em>at this moment<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, and this goes without saying (but I&#8217;ll say it anyway), I never will cease remembering her and the life we shared for more than five decades.<\/p>\n<p>We are going to have a memorial service on Feb. 25. That will occur in the church where we worshiped for two decades in Amarillo. I hope to see our many friends come to celebrate the joyful life my bride led and remember her as the faithful servant of God she was for her <em>entire<\/em> life.<\/p>\n<p>After that? I&#8217;m on the road in search of that shining light.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"mailto:johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com\">johnkanelis_92@hotmail.com<\/a><\/p>\n\n<div class=\"twitter-share\"><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/intent\/tweet?hashtags=Grief%20%23whipcancer%20%23KathyAnne&#038;via=jkanelis\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>OK, gang. I am going to give you one more brief update on my struggle with grief before I move on to other topics &#8212; at least for a little while. The loss of my beloved bride a little more than a week ago has prompted me to make at least one command decision as &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/?p=54177\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">One more grief update &#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[6688,10124],"class_list":["post-54177","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-local-news","tag-grief","tag-kathy-anne"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54177","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54177"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54177\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54178,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54177\/revisions\/54178"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54177"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54177"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/highplainsblogger.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54177"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}