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They say “time heals all wounds.” I don’t necessarily believe it, but time does have a way of lessening some of those wounds’ pain.<\/p>\n

Six years have passed since my journalism career came to a screeching halt. It wasn’t of my choosing. It came because my boss, the publisher of the Amarillo Globe-News, decided to reorganize the operation.<\/p>\n

He told us to apply for any job we wanted. I chose to apply for the job I had been doing there for nearly 18 years. I thought I was doing a good enough job to keep it. Silly me.<\/p>\n

They hired someone else to do the job. They changed the title of the position from “editorial page editor” to “director of commentary.” That post used to report directly to the publisher; the new scheme has that position reporting to the executive editor.<\/p>\n

I walked away. I was angry, hurt and I bordered on despondent — but only for a brief period of time.<\/p>\n

Eventually, my despondence<\/em> gave way to a different feeling. It was the first emotion to dissipate. The hurt<\/em> was next. The anger<\/em> remained longer.<\/p>\n

I want to declare, though, that today my anger has been all but replaced by gratitude<\/em>. I am grateful these days to my former boss — who’s now the former<\/em> publisher of the AGN — for protecting me from the chaos that has ensued since my departure from daily print journalism.<\/p>\n

He spared me from the madness of watching from the front row a media company — Morris Communications, the former owners of the AGN — trying to navigate its way into a new media world. It has been mostly an exercise in failure, fecklessness and futility.<\/p>\n

The Globe-News’s circulation has plummeted. Its revenue has done the same. It has slashed its staff levels. It has vacated one of the buildings it ran, and moved what’s left of its newsroom operation into an office it shares with what is left of its advertising sales department.<\/p>\n

I got to watch all of this from some distance. I was spared the chaos and confusion.<\/p>\n

Then came the clincher: Morris Communications sold its entire group of newspapers to GateHouse Media. Morris won’t call it this, but the company essentially surrendered, threw in the towel, walked away from a fight it couldn’t win<\/em>. It realized it was unable to compete in this new “digital age” of news presentation.<\/p>\n

And what about the publisher who showed me the door six years ago? He “stepped down” a few weeks ago as AGN publisher when GateHouse decided it wanted to bring in its own guy to oversee the continuing deterioration of a once-proud community institution.<\/p>\n

To think I was saddened and angry in the moment<\/em> — on my final day as a full-time journalist — that I would miss all of this.<\/p>\n

What in the world was I thinking?<\/p>\n\n

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